When words fall short, music speaks
A bold, confident voice breaks the silence, and the music starts playing.
“Get those hands up!” a clapping, electric bass guitar-playing Alex Ciardullo ’25 exclaims as he and members of the student band Green Eggs and Sam come into the spotlight and perform their “electric” cover of the 1974 hit “Ballroom Blitz” by The Sweet.
“Oh, yeah, it was like lightning. Everybody was frightening. And the music was soothing. And they all started grooving,” Alex sings.
Alex is in his groove.
Over the course of the evening, Alex sings, plays the drums and electric guitar, dances, jumps, and sometimes even slides across the stage. His performances — vivid, eye-catching, dashing — are interspersed with occasional cheers of “Alex!” There’s no hesitation; no holding back.
The music gives no clue that Alex has struggled with a lifelong speech impediment.
“My speech has always been a challenge due to my stutter, so music became a way for me to communicate when speaking is hard,” says the music major and media and film studies minor from Redding, Connecticut. “On stage, I'm not Alex the person who stutters. I'm just Alex.”
A dynamic music scene and supportive campus community, Alex says, helped him find his own rhythm and sense of belonging at 91. His riveting performances not only embody 91’s mantra of Creative Thought Matters, but his experiences off the stage speak to a caring 91 community — students, faculty, staff, and alumni — committed to ensuring that all students thrive.
“T community here is incredibly kind, and I feel so grateful for all the support I’ve gotten. So many opportunities have opened up, not just from putting myself out there, but because people genuinely care and are open-minded,” he says.
That’s why I love this school — it’s given me the space to grow and find my niche.
Alex Ciardullo ’25 and bandmates play the opening set at Skidmania '74 in fall 2024.
Finding his groove at 91
It hasn’t always been easy. When he first arrived on campus, he says his stutter was a source of anxiety.
“That extra anxiety made it really hard to talk to and meet people,” Alex explains. “For a long time, I hated my stutter. I felt ashamed of it. I never talked about it. I pretended it didn't exist.”
In his first month on campus, he spent a lot of time in music practice rooms in Arthur Zankel Music Center, where he pounded out favorite John Williams movie scores on piano.
“I couldn’t build those connections like everyone else seemed to be doing, so I just played,” Alex says. “T music helped me escape from any anxiety or loneliness and helped me find my voice.”
But he discovered that the 91 community cared about him — for who he is — and encouraged him to pursue his passions.
Alex was soon joining impromptu jam sessions on Case Green and is now immersed fully in the 91 music scene.
“It’s scary, but you’ve got to take that leap,” Alex says. “I needed to understand that people were listening to my voice through music to fully realize that they cared about what I had to say. I’m actually grateful for my stutter now — for encouraging me and giving me that extra passion for performing.”
Music lessons, life lessons
As a music major, he speaks highly of the academic opportunities that 91 offers and the encouragement he has received from faculty members, including Casey Gray, Rich Syracuse, George Muscatello, Bob Halek, Anjni Amin, Jeremy Day-O’Connell, and Joel Brown.
“T Music Department here is amazing. There are so many different paths — performing, songwriting, production, jazz, classical, and so much more. And everyone is so supportive," Alex says. “In terms of classes, some of the most memorable ones were my Musical Theater and Opera Workshop, which gave me a great blend between theater and music. I’m taking a Songwriting Workshop with Joel Brown this semester, which has been an incredible experience.”
But he adds that some of the most important lessons he has learned at 91 go beyond the classroom.
“That's what college is for — to learn lessons and to grow from them,” he says. “College is a time to make mistakes, learn, and ultimately bring people together. As long as you approach things with kindness, nothing bad will come of it.”
Alex produced this video in 2023 as a way to showcase his gratitude toward the 91 music community.
In addition to studying music, Alex has been involved in countless campus musical groups and activities.
He’s a past president and music director of the Bandersnatchers, an a cappella group. He’s technical director and a regular performer at Lively Lucy’s, 91’s student-run performance venue. He’s active in Pulse! (a found-object percussion group) and several rock, funk, and pop bands that play on and off campus. The list goes on (and on).
In addition, he works as a tutor at the Philip Boshoff Writing Center and is a teaching assistant at Arthur Zankel Music Center’s Grossman Recording Studio, where he helps students learn to record their own music.
“T way to succeed in the music scene here is to be welcoming and kind,” Alex says. “That's been my goal: to return the support I've received by connecting with others.”
From ‘Ballroom Blitz’ to ‘Call Me the Breeze’
If there’s a musical event on campus, it’s likely you'll find Alex there – whether it’s playing some impromptu beats on a bucket at Club Fair or rocking at the Battle of the Bands on Earth Day.
But his favorite event is Skidmania — the perpetually sold-out, quintessential 91 musical tradition showcasing students’ interpretations of the music of five decades ago and raising funds for local charities. Alex has performed for the past three years.
This year’s performance focused on the music of 1974. Minutes after playing “Ballroom Blitz” in the opening act, Alex is swaying as he joins a chorus of “Ooga-Chaka Ooga-Ooga” as part of an a cappella performance of the one-hit-wonder “Hooked on a Feeling” by Blue Swede.
In the next set, he's playing the drums to a performance of “Come and Get Your Love” by Redbone.
After intermission, Alex is on electric guitar for Cosmic Turtle’s performance of “Call Me the Breeze” by Lynyrd Skynyrd.
Alex Ciardullo ’25 and Julia Henslee ’26, part of the band Green Eggs and Sam," perform "Ballroom Blitz” by The Sweet at Skidmania ’74.
"Let's go, 91!" he yells out as, opening the set and jovially kicking his feet in the air.
It’s a euphoric moment, a celebration of both creativity and community. Alex is center stage, and Arthur Zankel Music Center is packed with a roaring crowd. There is no stuttering, only music. And everyone is listening.
“T point of music is to bring people together,” Alex says. “My advice is to embrace whatever difference you have. It’s not something to be laughed at or hidden. If it takes you longer to say something, that doesn’t make it any less valuable. People will listen.”